what is the real "happy ending" of your life??

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. 

If a guy hugs you he likes you. 

Never try to trim your own secrets 

and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. 

Every movie we see, every story we're told we are asked wait for it, 

the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. 

But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending 

we don't learn how to read the signs. 

How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, 

the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. 

And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, 

on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, 

freeing yourself up for something better in the future. 

Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. 

Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, 

broken hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, 

through all the pain and embarrassment 

you never gave up hope...

is that the new way of growing ??

its another day!
another night..


nights are always the worst part because this is when before we go to sleep, we use to lie down and chat..


in the very beginning it was for few hours....sss! until the birds started to crimp and we knew we had to sleep but it was all worth even if it meant "you and me together like ZOMBIES in the early morning lectures"


then,


it maybe just an hour or so because by then, we already know each other well, but still new enough to find out stuff about each other..
amazing nights were those! lying on one side, lights off and chatting and getting to know each other better better and more BETTER .. 




next,


it would be less then an hour, this is because we started being "flatmates" and blah blab-erring so much, living together .. we really did see each other every waking hour.. so at nights just a quick update on how the day has been..


thenn.... 15minutes 


yes later it was just 15minutes! a quick short missed you hug and a good night kiss because we have been now living for 2 years together..




and then..


i went on a HOLIDAY!


where by we didn't see each other for 5 days and some how we both always ended up too tired to even talk..



.............now
there is no more lying besides each other..before sleep just a little "awkward" talking cause if i talk too much then it feels like nothing has changed, when eventually it has...




and today !
no more good night kisses
and gone are the good night tight hugs
no more the turning off the lights and no more our long chats.. and yes of course .. no more the you..


rather no more "us"








P.S. is this the way we actually grow up? together??