is that the new way of growing ??

its another day!
another night..


nights are always the worst part because this is when before we go to sleep, we use to lie down and chat..


in the very beginning it was for few hours....sss! until the birds started to crimp and we knew we had to sleep but it was all worth even if it meant "you and me together like ZOMBIES in the early morning lectures"


then,


it maybe just an hour or so because by then, we already know each other well, but still new enough to find out stuff about each other..
amazing nights were those! lying on one side, lights off and chatting and getting to know each other better better and more BETTER .. 




next,


it would be less then an hour, this is because we started being "flatmates" and blah blab-erring so much, living together .. we really did see each other every waking hour.. so at nights just a quick update on how the day has been..


thenn.... 15minutes 


yes later it was just 15minutes! a quick short missed you hug and a good night kiss because we have been now living for 2 years together..




and then..


i went on a HOLIDAY!


where by we didn't see each other for 5 days and some how we both always ended up too tired to even talk..



.............now
there is no more lying besides each other..before sleep just a little "awkward" talking cause if i talk too much then it feels like nothing has changed, when eventually it has...




and today !
no more good night kisses
and gone are the good night tight hugs
no more the turning off the lights and no more our long chats.. and yes of course .. no more the you..


rather no more "us"








P.S. is this the way we actually grow up? together??