growing up "never is easy"

so this is..

when we finally learn the real meaning of change. 
you do things you used to be against, you date the people you never thought 
you would and you ll be friend,  people you used to hate. you'll learn what its like to have 
your heartbroken, to lose a friend that truly meant something to you, & feel as if everything is 
really falling apart. there will be times that your life seems so horrible it feels like its not real. 
despite all this, good things will come too. you'll make the most amazing friends that will 
be there for you even when they probably shouldnt. your broken heart will heal once you 
find the most perfect guy you've ever met & just as nothing else can go wrong, 
things will only get better. there will be the days you are so happy & the days you feel like
 dying. drama happens, gossip goes around and people talk shit. maybe this is just the teenage

 years, or maybe its life. or maybe -- its just growing up.